Portal to the Mail Room Tackling the Shadow

There were a few dreams but they are hard to remember.  I just remember bits and pieces. In this dream I mostly remember becoming partially lucid, I knew it was a dream, but it wasn’t a significant thing. My main priority was to try to make these portals happen. I was trying to walk from one place to another by walking through the wall and ending up somewhere else. There were two major instances that i remember in the dream. 1st was me being in my small town of Firebaugh or something like it, and I needed to get to the other side quickly. I decided to try use a portal. Imagine that there was a portal there to get to someplace else but this was hard to imagine. I decided to try and picture a portal right behind the wall, like the wall had a secret door or compartment hiding the portal. imagined the portal as a small swirly purple mass, like the portals in RPGs. I had to try a couple times but it worked. On the second attempt elsewhere, I had a little girl with me. We were running away from something. I decided to try the portal idea again but just go through the wall instead and in my head think, the wood on the side of the house is an illusion and if i run through it it will take me somewhere else, like in harry potter to get to train to Hogwarts on platform 9 3/4. I kept failing.  I was getting very frustrated and even yelled at the little girl saying,”I know this is a dream, I can feel your dress, I can even see the wrinkles in it but I can’t make myself believe that I can actually go  through this consistently.”  My strategy was to run up to the wall, close my eyes and imagine going through it. When this strategy failed, it felt like I was being caught by a soft wall of rubber and it would bounce me back out. When I was able to go through the portals it was like I went through them and there was darkness and then my surroundings would come back into focus. Near the end of my dream I ended up in this mail room with a character from a TV show. They were trying to figure something out about the international mailing system. Then I heard loud sounds and awoke in my bed and that’s when the sleep paralysis happened.

I was on the bed and I thought I saw a dark shadow figure in the middle of my room. I have very limited movement in sleep paralysis but I kicked my foot a little to see if i could feel something and I did feel some resistance. I wasn’t sure if  I had kicked the entity or it was the sheets stopping my foot. I said “hey” and was able to wavy my arm a little bit. It looked and felt like it waved back, I thought i could see it move its arms and I felt the air rush past my arm as if it had moved it’s arms swiftly by my. As I tried to yell at this thing I said in a shaky voice, “Hey! Get me up!” , as I tried to raise my arm so that it could help me get up or at least force it to try and take some sort of action.  It didn’t move so I yelled again, ” Get me up NOW!”. I was keeping my eyes on it the whole time which was very difficult because they wanted to be kept shut like when you wake up and your eyes are very dry in the morning. Finally I racked up enough courage to try and break out of this paralysis and tried to tackle it. I fully woke up as I sat up and the dark figure disappeared as if the angle of my vision revealed that there was nothing there in the first place.

Gliding down a cement building.

I was with a group of people on this tall cement building. We had to go one by one down this small cement made ladder. I was afraid of falling it was around 3 stories tall. I got on the floor to the edge and realized it was a dream. And everything became clear and felt real. I wanted to jump off the building and glide Down but I’ve always been bad at flying in dreams. So I practiced hovering just by jumping and keeping above ground. It worked so I figured it was good enough. I jumped off and it felt awesome. I actually increased my speed once I was closer to the ground. But then one of the people there kinda wanted to do something to me so I had to make another person keep them away. I kept trying to make them diasapear in a puff of smoke but no go. Eventually I just walked away and changed the scene. The next scene was me in a restaurant and just hung out with people then woke up.

The cult of the fates

I was with merro and she took me to a meeting with people of some sort of religion. They were having food and passing around plates and what not, they started talking and I think I disagreed with something that they were saying and they started to go
after me. So Merro, her friend and I went back to her house. her parents were home. We stood outside the home as some of the members of the cultish acting group gave us flowers. I didn’t understand why they did that but it was like they gave flowers to people that they were after. It was scary being followed and chased after. We went into the house and they started to try to break in. A couple broke into the
house first, a guy and girl, they were destroying the place. The Male took out a gun and I immediatly tried to get it away from him. we struggled like
in the movies, luckly the safety was on, I was able to free the gun from him and there were no bullets in the gun. I told him, “you should have at least checked there were bullets in the gun first”, as he was down on the ground with a box of
bullets open. I put the gun in my pocket and left the house running away with the thought in my head “now that I have this gun they will really be after me. I was alone now walking down the streets of this city. I found this building that was like a tower. Inside it was like a little dispatch office. there were people behind me now chasing after me as I tried to get inside and close the door behind me. I saw there was another door in the room. Once I got the door shut on that group that was struggling to get inside, I was finally able to open the other door which lead to a stairwell leading down. As I looked down there were two women coming from up who finally cornered me there and I realized that this was a dream. I tried to close my eyes and imagine a place somewhere else.
I ended up back where it all started, the group meeting. They were trying to get me again but this time they told me that they were only doing it to keep under the radar from a monster. Somehow I ended up Concluded that three girls in this
cult group thing were The Fates and they needed to hide. There
were monsters attacking the city, the one they had been hiding from. It was the magma guy from the Power Rangers turbo movie. There were more and more appearing, destroying the city. I started thinking ” man I wish the Power Rangers would come and get these guys.” They did show up but they pretty much just passed me by and didn’t even help. I tried to fly away buy that didn’t quite work. I finally
thought of making myself wake up and I did.

Chased by Dinosaurs, Saved By Clow Cards

I was in a mall and a couple people had come running up to me and said that they had been in class but something had gone wrong. Dinosaurs started to chase us, they looked like they were the smaller lizards with that colorful mane in Jurassic park, the ones that spit that black tar venom stuff. I was thinking that I wish i had something to use against it.That kind of made me realize that I was in a dream, it wasn’t too lucid, it was like i knew I was dreaming but just barely. I decided in the dream that i would try to use the Clow Cards from the anime Cardcaptor Sakura. I needed them to come from somewhere so I tried to reach for my back pocket and I felt a card and every time i reached for one, there would be one there, I Think it was Woody card but I tried to use it like they work in the anime but they didn’t exactly work, I threw it at the creatures but it just fell to the ground. I kind of had to will the creatures to be sucked into the cards to disappear. Eventually someone was chasing us too so me and a bunch of people were running away. I was able to get rid of all the dinosaurs and the guy had a car, that is how he got there. We were chased into a cement cave, its like there was a bunch of rubble around and people were escaping from the back of the cave through a small hole. I knew i wouldn’t fit through the hole but still knowing it was a dream I tried to go through the cement but it didn’t work. The guy came up to me and started talking to me.

Serena Williams is Doctor Who

Its new years eve and I’m on a balcony with a lot of other people, the floor gives way and people are hurt all over the place some people fell into the cracks made from the balcony split open. I saw this little boy that was around 10 years old and asked him if he was alright. The little boy was paralyzed from fear and can only say “her hand, I need to find her hand” reffering to some little girl he was with so I had to go and look for here but i saw nothing. Some other stuff happened that I cant rememember but it felt like i dreamed that part twice and I rememebred dreaming it the second time.

I dreamed I was Doctor Who and my form was of Serena Williams. I was with two other women who were my companions. We were going to travel through portals and first we traveled to a house and walked into the couples bedroom. When we walked in they seemed confused but not frightened. I think that I was looking through their closet and saw some book on the Minotaur’s labyrinth. We used to portal again and we ended up In this Amazon jungle. We walked through this jungle and it seemed like I had watched this episode of Doctor Who, or at least that there had been an episode in this jungle area before. We met up with these Amazonian women and they didn’t recognize Doctor Who because I was Serena Williams. These Amazons were very hostile towards us and chased us for a  bit where we ended up next to my old elementary school once they stopped chasing us. I looked up at the sky and noticed that the stars looked different. Instead of Stars they seemed to look like shards of light and they were moving towards the west. This seemed like a big deal to me and panicked a bit because this was not normal. I told the girls we need to head where everything was going, it felt like everything was being pulled in that direction and we ran down the street along the school to this house and opened the door to find there was a walkway leading forward with a short metal chain link fence, like at a baseball field, that led further ahead so this door didn’t lead into a house or anything it just lead to the other side of the door so all this was still outside. At this point I was me again. The girls ran as I followed and saw the horizon of the sky and the green grass on either said of this chain link fence walkway and thought I was still dreaming. I saw a group of people like a party a little in the distance where the walkway ended. I realized that this was a dream and nothing could hurt me and I became lucid feeling around me and looking at the sky and the ground. I wanted to see what would happen in the dream so I kept following the girls but at this point they had stopped. I told them to hurry up but they didn’t listen, they were just kind of wandering around as we came up to this picnic event with tables and people walking around. I now that I knew it was a dream I was thinking if i should try to transport myself to go somewhere else but I decided to stay and make out with someone. Not too many great lookers in my dream but I started making out with someone when I felt there was this lump inside my mouth that had suddenly appeared to be growing out of my cheek. it was maybe the size of a quarter, I tried to get it out and clear it from my throat but I had trouble doing so. I didn’t feel like I was choking it just felt weird and gross.

There was also one last dream I remember about my family, something about them making blue cocaine. I didn’t really keep track of that one too well.

Lucid Dream: New Control

I had a lucid dream that was freaky vivid. i finally got to experience being able to control my dream. It was the funnest dream I ever had. I think first I was dreaming the Micheal and Jacqui were saying that I should be a superhero because I was in a city that was being continuously attacked by people and me and other people were saving it. I had just finished saving it when another person came over to attack and but it was all in fun now. went back to the base to meet up Micheal and the others and the door was moving up, it was supposed to move but he said, why don’t you try flying. so I did and it worked. when i got through i realized I was in a dream and that i could control it. I made boxes move up and down like it was a huge maze, actually it was the door to the base which was now just a white ball in the one of the squares. I realized I’d better start over and attempt to make something different but I realized how hard that is would be while watching the object so I remember to look around and expect to see blank wall on the other side and I did. I started making patterns and such, then I realized I could make people appear. I tried to wilfully make specific people come and people did come but it wasn’t who I wanted. I kept trying until there were a few people around. I think I felt I was losing control with so many people and I remembered to look at my hands and the wall and details to keep me lucid and in the dream. my pinky was bent all the way back and i had several more fingers than usual. I was outside now and kept trying to change things and I flew, very limited but more than I have ever flown before in my dreams. me and others were chasing a ball jumping and flying around while people were just walking around. Some girl from elementary school was there and she started pestering me and so I turned away from here, closed my eyes and said that she would be gone and she was. it was starting to become night and i started to get a little worried because I was afraid of it turning into a nightmare. I remembered to verbalize it and just say something to make it happen and said “look! It’s about to be morning”, and the sun came back out. I don’t remember the last few bits I just remember really having fun flying for the first time.

Prior to all this I do vaguely remember something about my sister in my old room with my niece just chilling when I returned in there. they didn’t seem to want to move or anything either. (Rude lol) i was just relaxing with them and took off outside after. I actually remember being outside with my older niece and I was trying to reach over a dirt ledge with razor wire at my feet and broken glass across the way when i slipped and fell. the razor wire cut through my toes and my hands were on the glass, i think when it didn’t hurt i realized i had become lucid because i thought that situation was very odd. i feel like i had another dream before this but its a lot to dream about in my only two-hour nap I took.