Archive for February, 2013


There were a few dreams but they are hard to remember.  I just remember bits and pieces. In this dream I mostly remember becoming partially lucid, I knew it was a dream, but it wasn’t a significant thing. My main priority was to try to make these portals happen. I was trying to walk from one place to another by walking through the wall and ending up somewhere else. There were two major instances that i remember in the dream. 1st was me being in my small town of Firebaugh or something like it, and I needed to get to the other side quickly. I decided to try use a portal. Imagine that there was a portal there to get to someplace else but this was hard to imagine. I decided to try and picture a portal right behind the wall, like the wall had a secret door or compartment hiding the portal. imagined the portal as a small swirly purple mass, like the portals in RPGs. I had to try a couple times but it worked. On the second attempt elsewhere, I had a little girl with me. We were running away from something. I decided to try the portal idea again but just go through the wall instead and in my head think, the wood on the side of the house is an illusion and if i run through it it will take me somewhere else, like in harry potter to get to train to Hogwarts on platform 9 3/4. I kept failing.  I was getting very frustrated and even yelled at the little girl saying,”I know this is a dream, I can feel your dress, I can even see the wrinkles in it but I can’t make myself believe that I can actually go  through this consistently.”  My strategy was to run up to the wall, close my eyes and imagine going through it. When this strategy failed, it felt like I was being caught by a soft wall of rubber and it would bounce me back out. When I was able to go through the portals it was like I went through them and there was darkness and then my surroundings would come back into focus. Near the end of my dream I ended up in this mail room with a character from a TV show. They were trying to figure something out about the international mailing system. Then I heard loud sounds and awoke in my bed and that’s when the sleep paralysis happened.

I was on the bed and I thought I saw a dark shadow figure in the middle of my room. I have very limited movement in sleep paralysis but I kicked my foot a little to see if i could feel something and I did feel some resistance. I wasn’t sure if  I had kicked the entity or it was the sheets stopping my foot. I said “hey” and was able to wavy my arm a little bit. It looked and felt like it waved back, I thought i could see it move its arms and I felt the air rush past my arm as if it had moved it’s arms swiftly by my. As I tried to yell at this thing I said in a shaky voice, “Hey! Get me up!” , as I tried to raise my arm so that it could help me get up or at least force it to try and take some sort of action.  It didn’t move so I yelled again, ” Get me up NOW!”. I was keeping my eyes on it the whole time which was very difficult because they wanted to be kept shut like when you wake up and your eyes are very dry in the morning. Finally I racked up enough courage to try and break out of this paralysis and tried to tackle it. I fully woke up as I sat up and the dark figure disappeared as if the angle of my vision revealed that there was nothing there in the first place.

I was with a group of people on this tall cement building. We had to go one by one down this small cement made ladder. I was afraid of falling it was around 3 stories tall. I got on the floor to the edge and realized it was a dream. And everything became clear and felt real. I wanted to jump off the building and glide Down but I’ve always been bad at flying in dreams. So I practiced hovering just by jumping and keeping above ground. It worked so I figured it was good enough. I jumped off and it felt awesome. I actually increased my speed once I was closer to the ground. But then one of the people there kinda wanted to do something to me so I had to make another person keep them away. I kept trying to make them diasapear in a puff of smoke but no go. Eventually I just walked away and changed the scene. The next scene was me in a restaurant and just hung out with people then woke up.

I was with merro and she took me to a meeting with people of some sort of religion. They were having food and passing around plates and what not, they started talking and I think I disagreed with something that they were saying and they started to go
after me. So Merro, her friend and I went back to her house. her parents were home. We stood outside the home as some of the members of the cultish acting group gave us flowers. I didn’t understand why they did that but it was like they gave flowers to people that they were after. It was scary being followed and chased after. We went into the house and they started to try to break in. A couple broke into the
house first, a guy and girl, they were destroying the place. The Male took out a gun and I immediatly tried to get it away from him. we struggled like
in the movies, luckly the safety was on, I was able to free the gun from him and there were no bullets in the gun. I told him, “you should have at least checked there were bullets in the gun first”, as he was down on the ground with a box of
bullets open. I put the gun in my pocket and left the house running away with the thought in my head “now that I have this gun they will really be after me. I was alone now walking down the streets of this city. I found this building that was like a tower. Inside it was like a little dispatch office. there were people behind me now chasing after me as I tried to get inside and close the door behind me. I saw there was another door in the room. Once I got the door shut on that group that was struggling to get inside, I was finally able to open the other door which lead to a stairwell leading down. As I looked down there were two women coming from up who finally cornered me there and I realized that this was a dream. I tried to close my eyes and imagine a place somewhere else.
I ended up back where it all started, the group meeting. They were trying to get me again but this time they told me that they were only doing it to keep under the radar from a monster. Somehow I ended up Concluded that three girls in this
cult group thing were The Fates and they needed to hide. There
were monsters attacking the city, the one they had been hiding from. It was the magma guy from the Power Rangers turbo movie. There were more and more appearing, destroying the city. I started thinking ” man I wish the Power Rangers would come and get these guys.” They did show up but they pretty much just passed me by and didn’t even help. I tried to fly away buy that didn’t quite work. I finally
thought of making myself wake up and I did.