Portal to the Mail Room Tackling the Shadow

There were a few dreams but they are hard to remember.  I just remember bits and pieces. In this dream I mostly remember becoming partially lucid, I knew it was a dream, but it wasn’t a significant thing. My main priority was to try to make these portals happen. I was trying to walk from one place to another by walking through the wall and ending up somewhere else. There were two major instances that i remember in the dream. 1st was me being in my small town of Firebaugh or something like it, and I needed to get to the other side quickly. I decided to try use a portal. Imagine that there was a portal there to get to someplace else but this was hard to imagine. I decided to try and picture a portal right behind the wall, like the wall had a secret door or compartment hiding the portal. imagined the portal as a small swirly purple mass, like the portals in RPGs. I had to try a couple times but it worked. On the second attempt elsewhere, I had a little girl with me. We were running away from something. I decided to try the portal idea again but just go through the wall instead and in my head think, the wood on the side of the house is an illusion and if i run through it it will take me somewhere else, like in harry potter to get to train to Hogwarts on platform 9 3/4. I kept failing.  I was getting very frustrated and even yelled at the little girl saying,”I know this is a dream, I can feel your dress, I can even see the wrinkles in it but I can’t make myself believe that I can actually go  through this consistently.”  My strategy was to run up to the wall, close my eyes and imagine going through it. When this strategy failed, it felt like I was being caught by a soft wall of rubber and it would bounce me back out. When I was able to go through the portals it was like I went through them and there was darkness and then my surroundings would come back into focus. Near the end of my dream I ended up in this mail room with a character from a TV show. They were trying to figure something out about the international mailing system. Then I heard loud sounds and awoke in my bed and that’s when the sleep paralysis happened.

I was on the bed and I thought I saw a dark shadow figure in the middle of my room. I have very limited movement in sleep paralysis but I kicked my foot a little to see if i could feel something and I did feel some resistance. I wasn’t sure if  I had kicked the entity or it was the sheets stopping my foot. I said “hey” and was able to wavy my arm a little bit. It looked and felt like it waved back, I thought i could see it move its arms and I felt the air rush past my arm as if it had moved it’s arms swiftly by my. As I tried to yell at this thing I said in a shaky voice, “Hey! Get me up!” , as I tried to raise my arm so that it could help me get up or at least force it to try and take some sort of action.  It didn’t move so I yelled again, ” Get me up NOW!”. I was keeping my eyes on it the whole time which was very difficult because they wanted to be kept shut like when you wake up and your eyes are very dry in the morning. Finally I racked up enough courage to try and break out of this paralysis and tried to tackle it. I fully woke up as I sat up and the dark figure disappeared as if the angle of my vision revealed that there was nothing there in the first place.

Lucid Dream: New Control

I had a lucid dream that was freaky vivid. i finally got to experience being able to control my dream. It was the funnest dream I ever had. I think first I was dreaming the Micheal and Jacqui were saying that I should be a superhero because I was in a city that was being continuously attacked by people and me and other people were saving it. I had just finished saving it when another person came over to attack and but it was all in fun now. went back to the base to meet up Micheal and the others and the door was moving up, it was supposed to move but he said, why don’t you try flying. so I did and it worked. when i got through i realized I was in a dream and that i could control it. I made boxes move up and down like it was a huge maze, actually it was the door to the base which was now just a white ball in the one of the squares. I realized I’d better start over and attempt to make something different but I realized how hard that is would be while watching the object so I remember to look around and expect to see blank wall on the other side and I did. I started making patterns and such, then I realized I could make people appear. I tried to wilfully make specific people come and people did come but it wasn’t who I wanted. I kept trying until there were a few people around. I think I felt I was losing control with so many people and I remembered to look at my hands and the wall and details to keep me lucid and in the dream. my pinky was bent all the way back and i had several more fingers than usual. I was outside now and kept trying to change things and I flew, very limited but more than I have ever flown before in my dreams. me and others were chasing a ball jumping and flying around while people were just walking around. Some girl from elementary school was there and she started pestering me and so I turned away from here, closed my eyes and said that she would be gone and she was. it was starting to become night and i started to get a little worried because I was afraid of it turning into a nightmare. I remembered to verbalize it and just say something to make it happen and said “look! It’s about to be morning”, and the sun came back out. I don’t remember the last few bits I just remember really having fun flying for the first time.

Prior to all this I do vaguely remember something about my sister in my old room with my niece just chilling when I returned in there. they didn’t seem to want to move or anything either. (Rude lol) i was just relaxing with them and took off outside after. I actually remember being outside with my older niece and I was trying to reach over a dirt ledge with razor wire at my feet and broken glass across the way when i slipped and fell. the razor wire cut through my toes and my hands were on the glass, i think when it didn’t hurt i realized i had become lucid because i thought that situation was very odd. i feel like i had another dream before this but its a lot to dream about in my only two-hour nap I took.